Chapter II: Stepping in Quarter Life Crisis
I would like to give a proper introduction of my life here. I am Ardel, born on 18th December 1996 in Jakarta. I went to private local school close to my home. Then in 2014 I studied Computer Science and Statistics at BINUS University. I did pretty well at school. I got the best graduate award in 2019. I am lucky I am good with numbers and logic. I am above average is what I could say. I currently work for the best IT Consulting in the world. I have a decent paying job. I do what I can do, for people who needs my capabilities, and earn a good sum of money. Everything seems so perfect even my team lead said I did a great job and it was above his expectation. The reality kicks me hard, I don't enjoy the process. I find myself not happy. I start my day with a zombie face, just like people I saw in the bus I shared here . Although appreciation sparks some happiness inside of me, it does not stay forever. When I told my lead I find myself repeating the same waking up daily with n...